What happens on March 1?

I shared in my comments with another Slicer on Sunday, March 1^st, the first day of slicing, that I’m not very good at doing anything every day, for more than a week.  I wrote this after a trip to the grocery store and a dash to the kitchen to start a hearty Sunday dinner that would yield leftovers for several other meals.  I resolved, while at the grocery store, to follow those good health recommendations of filling half the plate with vegetables.  I filled my basket with asparagus for oven roasting, and a beautiful acorn squash.  I started the entree and turned on the oven to preheat for my veggies. 

I love the first day of March, so many new pieces!  I read and commented.  When I looked up from the laptop an hour had passed.  The entree was nearly done; the squash and asparagus -- still in the grocery bags next to my purse. I hadn't even squirreled- away the bag of chocolates I’d planned on hiding.

 I’m hoping I don’t lose my focus on Slicing as quickly as I did with my veggie preparation!

Hi, have we met?

I’m returning to my 3^rd year of slicing.  I took last year off.  Our principal was in a crash and burn after several long years of tormenting our staff.  I had a challenging class and felt like the things I was thinking probably should not be blogged. 

This year our conference schedule has been changed, and so has the principal.  I just finished my report cards last Friday and The Class is much more entertaining now that they’re down the hall. 

I teach Young 5’s.  I found myself in the primary grades by surprise and a bad Michigan economy.  I got my first teaching job as an elementary Library Media specialist.  Perfect job!  I got to read books to kids spend someone else’s money to buy books, and then entice kids to read! My job gave me the perfect reason to ignore housework and read! 

In the mid 90’s Michigan education revenues were shrinking.  When our school system had to make many cuts I landed up teaching Third Grade, for a year.  Then I was laid off.  I worked for a (long) year in the High School. I then landed up in kindergarten.  After three years in K, I taught a split class for one year, half time kindergarten, and half time Young 5’s.  Tough, but still easier than the first year I taught kindergarten, where I split my week between two building with very different clientele and supplies.

This is my fourth year in Young 5’s.  I hope to retire in this position.  I’m the mom of two grown children.  Our son and his wife have made us grandparents of three. 

I first chose to Slice because I had never seen myself as a writer.  It’s humbling to read the many wonderful writers who Slice each year.  I know this experience helps me be a better teacher of writers. 

No Postage Required

 The mail was still in the box when I returned home tonight.  My husband is volunteering and he won’t be home until late.  I really don’t think there’s anything worthwhile in the mail.  Our bills come electronically, so do messages.  We subscribe to the local newspaper, but except for Sunday the paper is almost all ads, not much news.

Tonight’s weather just like the past two weeks, cold, snowy and a fierce wind is blowing.  It feels like a good night to just forget about the outside world.   I know no matter how late he gets home my husband will traipse out to the mailbox. 

I remind myself that Wayne always keeps the driveway, sidewalks and path to the mailbox clear.  I don’t have the usual excuse about making dinner.  Tonight I’m eating leftovers, alone.  No need to get my coat and boots on, I still have them on from school.  He’s made a path, Oh, Lori, just go get the mail.

Half way down the path I decide I should zip my coat.  I discover that the wind is causing drifting.  That path isn't very clear.  As I cross the ditch my foot slipped.   The snowplow has put some barriers in my way.  The pile is deeper than it looks!  The snow is loosely packed. I catch myself as I start to fall.  Oh isn't that a great picture! Overweight Arthritic Woman is Rescued From Snowdrift.  I can just see the headlines now!  You’re almost there, keep going!  I wait for cars to pass.  When the traffic finally clears, I grab The Press, and the mail.  I carefully step in my footprints as I retrace my steps. 

Returning to the house I chuckle at the size of the newspaper, my college newspaper used to be bigger than this!  A fundraising appeal and a pizza ad addressed to Resident were the only things in the mail.  I knew there wasn't any real reason to get the mail, except the love that small tasks can show. 

Oh, there was one more thing in the mailbox, a Slice of Life.

Fall

The first spring my husband and I were married we planted a garden.  I continued to garden when our children were little and I was a stay at home mom.  When I returned to college to get my teaching certificate and even in my first several years of teaching we planted a garden and harvested beans, tomatoes and corn.  Ironically, the year we decided that the busy fall season of education and canning our produce just didn't work for us, I was laid off.   That year I could have easily preserved anything we’d grown.  By then our former garden was now reseeded to grass.

In past years several friends have offered us their excess tomatoes.  Some years I decline, but this year our friend Ron offered, and after refusing them, I changed my mind.  When we picked up the crate of tomatoes he had kindly included freshly picked eggplant, peppers and a red cabbage. 

I spent Monday night in the kitchen.  I reminded myself of how happy I’d be to have a shelf full of wonderful tomatoes.  I trudged off to bed far later than my usual ten p.m., glad I was able to finish the task in one night.  The tomatoes are now sitting pretty on a shelf in the basement.

The rest of the week was busy, with several meetings, an unplanned dinner out of town, and only one home cooked meal all week. Saturday, as I began cleaning I told my husband it must be fall; because I was sure we had a dead mouse.  We felt silly as we walked around the kitchen sniffing but he agreed it must be true.  The putrid smell couldn't be ignored.  We pulled out the stove and other than the shock of the filthy side of the stove -- nothing!  With the side of the stove now clean and the stove back in place Wayne headed off to the golf course. I wondered how difficult it would be to pull out the built in dishwasher, and did I really need to wait until he returned to do it? 

I continued to clean the kitchen; I moved the neglected cabbage still on the cupboard, thankfully before I pulled out the dishwasher.  Next year ALL produce will go in the fridge.

A New Year

At the end of the last school year I was told my pre-kindergarten class had been eliminated and I would be moving to third grade at another school.  That change did not happen.  I’m still in my same room and I’m back at the same Pre-Primary grade I’ve been in for the past four years. 

Even without the changes I’d been expecting this year started out crazy.  A new principal, late arriving and ever changing class lists, a new student on day two and another new one on day three, all made for a chaotic month.  I spent four days in August in math training and another two screening late registering families.  I also had hand surgery and catered a meal for my husband’s boss.  I’m now in week four of school and I need a vacation!

Last year’s class was the most challenging group I’ve ever had.  Several retired teachers assured me that a really tough class is always followed by the best group ever.  They were right.  While this group has academic challenges including two cognitively impaired children and a child who doesn’t speak, I’m relieved to say this class hasn’t stolen, there has been no destruction school property and we are missing the drama of two oppositional defiant children playing off each other, the class and the teacher.

As I watch last year’s group travel down the hall I just smile and thank God they’re heading for the classroom down the hall.

Raisin Bread

I was raised in a family of 5 children on a small farm.  Most Saturday mornings my dad would go to the local grain elevator.  Even as an adult I’m not sure what he did there.  Possibly he checked the prices on commodities, discussed farmer topics with other farmers; I do know he often bought supplies for our farm, and he purchased random grocery items my mother requested from town.  As children we occasionally went along but usually our Saturday mornings were spent cleaning the house in anticipation of Sunday.  On Sunday we went to church, Sunday school and had a huge lunchtime meal, we called “dinner.” 

Sunday breakfast often included the raisin bread my dad would have bought at the local store.  He loved the cinnamon and raisin loaf, he would man the toaster as the kids one by one would emerge from the bedrooms dressed in our finest and ready for church.  I now realize that he provided a breakfast that was quick, rather tidy to eat and did not require cooking or clean up on a busy morning.

In the cloud of grief that surrounded my sister’s death I found myself buying raisin bread, a treat I’d largely ignored in my own household.  In the seventeen years since her passing I’ve occasionally purchased the treat but not as frequently as I did during those sad days. 

The last in Friday in August, I scheduled my mammogram.  Yes, on my last day of vacation, before a busy holiday weekend I had an 8:00 appointment for my screening.  Since my sister’s passing at age 40 from breast cancer, my yearly exam is never postponed or ignored.  My planning time is different this year, so is my lunch break.  All week I’ve tried to respond to Tuesday’s call from the test result desk. 

The times I’m free to call they are “away from their desk, or on a call with another patient.”  I’ve had meetings after school, and they were gone for the day before I was home.  I was becoming increasingly impatient.  On Thursday I returned home late from my third day of school to find a letter from the hospital, asking me to schedule an ultrasound mammogram.  My new exam is scheduled for today, I’m trying to remember I’ve been through this before and it wasn’t cancer.  I’ve even had a biopsy, that wasn’t cancer either.  My head knows that, my stomach doesn’t

Since Friday night I’ve consumed a whole loaf of raisin bread.  

A Different Kind of Beauty

Several years ago I purchased window boxes with a small inheritance from my grandmother.  As time passes I remember how much she and Grandpa loved flowers too.  As life-long farmers Grandpa and Grandma had amazing flower gardens in their suburban retirement home.  The flower beds were so stunning they often had bridal parties ask to use their yard as a setting for wedding pictures.

I enjoy the full beauty of my window boxes.  Most years I find myself selecting flowers of reds, blues, yellows and white as I wander the local greenhouse.  My south facing windows require morning and evening watering.  The north and east side boxes are less prone to dry out and I can water them once a day. 

Last summer my husband and I went to Texas to help our son and daughter in law and their family move back to Michigan.  We were gone a week in the middle of July. To make watering easier I removed all the boxes from the house and grouped them on our north facing patio.  My mother graciously agreed to drive over once each day to water the window boxes and my various containers of flowers.  By removing the boxes from the hot sun she was able to water them only once a day.  Mom also shares the love of flowers and she was happy to help.

This summer our travel plans include a mid-July business trip to Greece.  We will be away from home for 11 days.  As planting time the window boxes stayed in their storage spot in the garage.  I miss the colorful frame at the bottom of our windows.  I’ve missed selecting and planting this year’s colorful combination.  My other flowers have missed my twice a day trek around the house with a watering can.  I’ve noticed many more weeds springing up since I’m not out there to pull little weeds several times a day. 

This is the summer without flowers.  I’ve concentrated on the excitement of a wonderful trip, yet I still miss my window boxes full of blooms. Yesterday as I walked back to the house from the mailbox I looked up from the bills and thank you notes clutched in my hand.  The flower beds looked beautiful.  I’ve been missing the obvious beauty.  I still have flowers to enjoy.